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| 08:34am 28/01/2006 |
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HOLY SHIT.
Do you realize how much I waste my fucking time. And seriously, the things that I say and the stuff that I do... What the fuck is wrong with me. HOW CAN YOU STAND ME. Did I miss any birthdays? HAPPY BIRTHDAY. Fuck, where have you been, do you have any idea how much I miss you, yeah you, even if just saw you, even if your right there. asleep on the couch to my right, even if your washing dishes over there. I miss you so much. I have to get out of here, this shit is ridiculous. Will you come with me, I hate going alone. |
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| 06:22pm 29/06/2005 |
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something about this journal makes me want to tell you something.
Step-Mother:
You have no chance in competing with a dead woman. No matter how hard you try you will never compare to the vision I have of my mother. The one that has been fabricated in my head.
She is everything that you are not.
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| 08:25pm 25/09/2004 |
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ahh clean.
anyway. so i was bonding with joanna ((which is a blast by the way)) when we started talking about relationships.
i admit to her that i have had a so called "thing" for her since high school which stems frojm having known her for ywelve years and her just being so damn cool
i dunno how to end this story
anyway
having internet at my fingertips is teh rock and this is just so cool
ah the comforts of my bed FEEL THE COMFORT
gosh this is weird.
so comment and love me
or hate me depending
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| 07:31am 21/09/2004 |
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dori is evil incarnate
appaerantly |
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| 07:30am 21/09/2004 |
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oh and
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| 07:20pm 17/09/2004 |
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well my friends
it seems that we were all being played the fool.
clever off the asshole who pulled this stunt to attack us both
seeing as we would blame easch other.
the sick humanity of this is tha we fell for it
almost.
but im sure even my skrink-sister (dats you becca)
thought that a move like that was not one that miss ryo would pull off
and even as you my Tricky-Brudah know that i am not one tell let things end on a bad note
i gave that bitch aylah ((redundant??)) a chance, and i almost through ryo (an angel in comparison, but then so is a crack whore, when it comes to Bitch-la) but an angel regardless.
so
after some ((ok maybe not so much, how i easy i bend)) considerationi decide to se what the hell was going on.
apparently i got head from her mom the cussed her out. ....
i didnt but thats what ((we will refer to him/her/they as party x)) wanted ryo to believe. or atleast to think it was either me or trix saying some nasty things.
((see pat putting your good name to shame, ryo's not the one to be mad at))
running around ruining our shit
and almost succeding
nothing a little honesty wouldnt fix.
but thats alright.
cause its all fixed
it wasnt me it wasnt her
funny thing
i love her more then ever now.
so i must say that plan backfired ^_^
well.. how twisted is this indeed
(( more plot twists the in an m night shamylan mooby))
sorry for the drama
your friend and (now) legal tender
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| 10:28pm 26/08/2004 |
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i spent the day at ryo's today it was quite fun
i always enjoy spending any kind of time with her.
8i am quite elated
also i saw this movie "boondock saints"
quite entertaining
thanx spoon
oh my life what wonderful chaos |
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| 09:41am 24/08/2004 |
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SOMETHING SOMETHING SOMETHING.
oh yeah,
and im at school by the way.
i promised that i would be honest about everything on this lj and i try to be but there just isnt anything left to talk about that i can, freely witout fear of hurting those that i love
"words are meaningless and forgettable"
but thats not the point.
im stuck somewhere, and i wish things could go back to the way that they were.
it was so easy then |
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| 07:04am 10/08/2004 |
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SHH..
THIS PLACE IS A SECRET
stay very very quiet or else the heathens might hear you.
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